A new start, maybe?

Well, it's going on 2 months of unemployment and I started losing my mind. I've kept enough of it together to do the weekly ads for Dante's but the mental depression is embedded but hidden most of the time. I've also kept enough mental focus to try to work on a martial arts magazine that's in it's infantcy. Could it be the martial arts version of "Exotic" maybe. But it's a way for me to keep my mind working until a better gig comes along. Patientce is a virtue but how long can someone wait before despiration kicks in...