The Future...

It's tuesday night. I sit here wondering what is in store for the rest of my life. I've met my other half. I am incomplete without her. She can not be mine, not for long while but I cling to hope that it will not be forever and that she will come to me from time to time so that we can feel the bond that connects us.

It's said that love finds you when you aren't looking for it and that's what happened. She found me. It was as if she'd always known me and that I was hers. I will always be hers, regardless of the paths our lives go. I am hers. 

So I sit her, at the end of my weekend, contemplating what my life would be with her. Would she still make me happy weeks, months, years down the road? Will I still be my hearts desire? Will I still be the man she loves? Will she still be the woman I love? What would the family think of her? I wonder what the family gatherings would be like with her by my side and I by her side? 

She is the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing when I rest my head at night. She is my hearts desire. She is the woman I love. I fear that we will be parted soon and that she will be out of my life for a very long time. But I will always be her man. She found me, I belong to her. Now and forever.