UGH... guess i'm not meant for non-working

It's going on 2 months since I was fired. At first, I was relaxed, getting a full nights sleep and didn't worry about the next phase because I was (and am) looking for something better than the previous gig.

But in the recent few weeks, my sleep pattern has changed in that i can't sleep through the night. The F.U.D. has started to kick in, my focus is all over the place, and it doesn't help being a single man with no one to confide in. At least with a better than full time job there's less time to throw a pity party for your loneliness. Less time to question your value and abilities. Less time to get caught up in unnecessary interpersonal dramas.

All this to say... I need to start working again, OR need to win a whole lot of money so I don't have to worry any more. Ahhhhhh, to not have to worry about money anymore, to spend how I see fit with no consequences. To travel the county on a whim, to jetset the globe and see how other people live. That's what I think I'd really enjoy. That and a home of my own. Something akin to an industrial building that I could customize to my liking. With plenty of room for crafts (woodworking, 3d printing, foundry / jewelry making). It's a dream I have...

That's all for the moment. Gotta vent. Can't keep this stuff in.

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P.E.ace