Saturday, October 29, 2005

JUST ANOTHER WEEKEND...

Here it is. Another weekend alone. The anniversary weekend of the long lost of my virginity - Halloween 1984. I guess I'm just tired of being alone. It takes the spark out of life flying solo all the time.

No need to belabor the point. That's all for now... unless I get laid.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

A NIGHT OUT...

After hearing the extended tale of whoa from someone who owes me money I decided to go out and drink. I went to Magic Gardens, a good place to drink, I'm always welcome there but the dancers have much to be desired these days.

Mary's Club... also a place where I can rest my hat. Also a place where a woman that I care for works. That aside I almost always feel welcome there. Beautiful women, lots to drink, a good atmosphere (did i mention the beautiful women).

Dante's on wednesday... Storm Large & The Balls, FUCK! Hot, hot hot!

The Boiler Room, always entertaining with plenty to drink.

As much as I enjoy going out, I still feel a bit empty when it's time to go home. I usually end up hungry and alone...

I already know my tales of whoa would be over if I'd just commit to a good woman. And if I could find a good woman who didn't weigh 100lbs more than myself and looked great as well as could fuck like a whore any time of the day I'd be happy (i think) but that's not gonna happen.

Anyway, I'll go on with my life. To quote "The Crow", it can't rain all the time...

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Viva Las Vegas...

Let's see, we stayed at New York New York
Day 1, after unpacking we went to Jimmy Buffet's MargaritiaVille for tropical drinks and dinner. My folks drove up for a little while. After they left we went to "Coyote Ugly" (it was an expensive waste of time). After that it was time for some sleep.

Day 2, we went walking around the strip and trying to get some things set up for april (the friends i went with are spending their 5th anniversary in vegas - where they go married). After the roaming around we went back to the hotel to take a break. Our evening plans were find the cigar bar at The Paris. We finally found "Napoleon". Very nice! My friend Chris and each had a very tasty Monticristo cigar and Oban (scotch) his wife had red wine. We spent most of the night there listening to the "by request" dueling pianos. It was the most relaxed I have been in very long time. I think you would have enjoyed it. Once the cigars were done we walked around a little more to see what was going on - the "hot spot" clubs had lines or were too packed (or way too many guys for my liking) so we went back to NYNY and had 3am breakfast and went to sleep.

Day 3, I slept late (8am-ish). Check out was at 11am, I got packed and went to checkout. While I waited for my friends I won (back) a couple of hundred. My folks came back up and we had lunch at ESPN (my treat - lol) and spent some time at the MGM playing the slots (to kill some time) and the drove over to Old Vegas for a look at what doin' over there. It was good to see my folks. They worry about me too much - but if they didn't care they wouldn't bother. I walked around with my pop and we talked and just enjoyed our limited father/son time. Then it was time to hit the road and fly the friendly skies back home.

It wasn't the most eventful "micro vacation" but it was a long overdue break for me. Some personal companionship would have been great but you can't always get what you want... (lol). Overall, it was a good trip.

I'm home now, back to the grind. But with a little less stress on my shoulders (for now that is)...

Saturday, October 01, 2005

The Hurricane - pt2, (the damage could have been prevented)

SPIEGEL ONLINE - August 31, 2005, 11:22 PM
URL: http://www.spiegel.de/international/0,1518,372455,00.html
Former Clinton Advisor

"No One Can Say they Didn't See it Coming"

By Sidney Blumenthal

In 2001, FEMA warned that a hurricane striking New Orleans was one of
the three most likely disasters in the U.S. But the Bush
administration cut New Orleans flood control funding by 44 percent to
pay for the Iraq war.

Biblical in its uncontrolled rage and scope, Hurricane Katrina has
left millions of Americans to scavenge for food and shelter and
hundreds to thousands reportedly dead. With its main levee broken,
the evacuated city of New Orleans has become part of the Gulf of
Mexico. But the damage wrought by the hurricane may not entirely be
the result of an act of nature.

A year ago the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers proposed to study how New
Orleans could be protected from a catastrophic hurricane, but the
Bush administration ordered that the research not be undertaken.
After a flood killed six people in 1995, Congress created the
Southeast Louisiana Urban Flood Control Project, in which the Corps
of Engineers strengthened and renovated levees and pumping stations.
In early 2001, the Federal Emergency Management Agency issued a
report stating that a hurricane striking New Orleans was one of the
three most likely disasters in the U.S., including a terrorist attack
on New York City. But by 2003 the federal funding for the flood
control project essentially dried up as it was drained into the Iraq
war. In 2004, the Bush administration cut funding requested by the
New Orleans district of the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers for holding
back the waters of Lake Pontchartrain by more than 80 percent.
Additional cuts at the beginning of this year (for a total reduction
in funding of 44.2 percent since 2001) forced the New Orleans
district of the Corps to impose a hiring freeze. The Senate had
debated adding funds for fixing New Orleans' levees, but it was too
late.

The New Orleans Times-Picayune, which before the hurricane published
a series on the federal funding problem, and whose presses are now
underwater, reported online: "No one can say they didn't see it
coming ... Now in the wake of one of the worst storms ever, serious
questions are being asked about the lack of preparation."

The Bush administration's policy of turning over wetlands to
developers almost certainly also contributed to the heightened level
of the storm surge. In 1990, a federal task force began restoring
lost wetlands surrounding New Orleans. Every two miles of wetland
between the Crescent City and the Gulf reduces a surge by half a
foot. Bush had promised "no net loss" of wetlands, a policy launched
by his father's administration and bolstered by President Clinton.
But he reversed his approach in 2003, unleashing the developers. The
Army Corps of Engineers and the Environmental Protection Agency then
announced they could no longer protect wetlands unless they were
somehow related to interstate commerce.

In response to this potential crisis, four leading environmental
groups conducted a joint expert study, concluding in 2004 that
without wetlands protection New Orleans could be devastated by an
ordinary, much less a Category 4 or 5, hurricane. "There's no way to
describe how mindless a policy that is when it comes to wetlands
protection," said one of the report's authors. The chairman of the
White House's Council on Environmental Quality dismissed the study as
"highly questionable," and boasted, "Everybody loves what we're doing."

"My administration's climate change policy will be science based,"
President Bush declared in June 2001. But in 2002, when the
Environmental Protection Agency submitted a study on global warming
to the United Nations reflecting its expert research, Bush derided it
as "a report put out by a bureaucracy," and excised the climate
change assessment from the agency's annual report. The next year,
when the EPA issued its first comprehensive "Report on the
Environment," stating, "Climate change has global consequences for
human health and the environment," the White House simply demanded
removal of the line and all similar conclusions. At the G-8 meeting
in Scotland this year, Bush successfully stymied any common action on
global warming. Scientists, meanwhile, have continued to accumulate
impressive data on the rising temperature of the oceans, which has
produced more severe hurricanes.

In February 2004, 60 of the nation's leading scientists, including 20
Nobel laureates, warned in a statement, "Restoring Scientific
Integrity in Policymaking": "Successful application of science has
played a large part in the policies that have made the United States
of America the world's most powerful nation and its citizens
increasingly prosperous and healthy ... Indeed, this principle has
long been adhered to by presidents and administrations of both
parties in forming and implementing policies. The administration of
George W. Bush has, however, disregarded this principle ... The
distortion of scientific knowledge for partisan political ends must
cease." Bush completely ignored this statement.

In the two weeks preceding the storm in the Gulf, the trumping of
science by ideology and expertise by special interests accelerated.
The Federal Drug Administration announced that it was postponing sale
of the morning-after contraceptive pill, despite overwhelming
scientific evidence of its safety and its approval by the FDA's
scientific advisory board. The United Nations special envoy for HIV/
AIDS in Africa accused the Bush administration of responsibility for
a condom shortage in Uganda -- the result of the administration's
evangelical Christian agenda of "abstinence." When the chief of the
Bureau of Justice Statistics in the Justice Department was ordered by
the White House to delete its study that African-Americans and other
minorities are subject to racial profiling in police traffic stops
and he refused to buckle under, he was forced out of his job. When
the Army Corps of Engineers' chief contracting oversight analyst
objected to a $7 billion no-bid contract awarded for work in Iraq to
Halliburton (the firm at which Vice President Cheney was formerly
CEO), she was demoted despite her superior professional ratings. At
the National Park Service, a former Cheney aide, a political
appointee lacking professional background, drew up a plan to overturn
past environmental practices and prohibit any mention of evolution
while allowing sale of religious materials through the Park Service.

On the day the levees burst in New Orleans, Bush delivered a speech
in Colorado comparing the Iraq war to World War II and himself to
Franklin D. Roosevelt: "And he knew that the best way to bring peace
and stability to the region was by bringing freedom to Japan." Bush
had boarded his very own "Streetcar Named Desire."

Sidney Blumenthal, a former assistant and senior advisor to President
Clinton and the author of "The Clinton Wars," is writing a column for
Salon and the Guardian of London.

© SPIEGEL ONLINE 2005

I Like Black People...

September 18, 2005
Message: I Care About the Black Folks

By FRANK RICH
ONCE Toto parts the curtain, the Wizard of Oz can never be the wizard
again. He is forever Professor Marvel, blowhard and snake-oil
salesman. Hurricane Katrina, which is likely to endure in the
American psyche as long as L. Frank Baum's mythic tornado, has
similarly unmasked George W. Bush.

The worst storm in our history proved perfect for exposing this
president because in one big blast it illuminated all his failings:
the rampant cronyism, the empty sloganeering of "compassionate
conservatism," the lack of concern for the "underprivileged" his
mother condescended to at the Astrodome, the reckless lack of
planning for all government operations except tax cuts, the use of
spin and photo-ops to camouflage failure and to substitute for action.

In the chaos unleashed by Katrina, these plot strands coalesced into
a single tragic epic played out in real time on television. The
narrative is just too powerful to be undone now by the
administration's desperate recycling of its greatest hits: a return
Sunshine Boys tour by the surrogate empathizers Clinton and Bush I,
another round of prayers at the Washington National Cathedral,
another ludicrously overhyped prime-time address flecked with
speechwriters' "poetry" and framed by a picturesque backdrop. Reruns
never eclipse a riveting new show.

Nor can the president's acceptance of "responsibility" for the
disaster dislodge what came before. Mr. Bush didn't cough up his
modified-limited mea culpa until he'd seen his whole administration
flash before his eyes. His admission that some of the buck may stop
with him (about a dime's worth, in Truman dollars) came two weeks
after the levees burst and five years after he promised to usher in a
new post-Clinton "culture of responsibility." It came only after the
plan to heap all the blame on the indeed blameworthy local Democrats
failed to lift Mr. Bush's own record-low poll numbers. It came only
after America's highest-rated TV news anchor, Brian Williams, started
talking about Katrina the way Walter Cronkite once did about Vietnam.

Taking responsibility, as opposed to paying lip service to doing so,
is not in this administration's gene pool. It was particularly
shameful that Laura Bush was sent among the storm's dispossessed to
try to scapegoat the news media for her husband's ineptitude. When
she complained of seeing "a lot of the same footage over and over
that isn't necessarily representative of what really happened," the
first lady sounded just like Donald Rumsfeld shirking responsibility
for the looting of Baghdad. The defense secretary, too, griped about
seeing the same picture "over and over" on television (a looter with
a vase) to hide the reality that the Pentagon had no plan to secure
Iraq, a catastrophic failure being paid for in Iraqi and American
blood to this day.

This White House doesn't hate all pictures, of course. It loves those
by Karl Rove's Imagineers, from the spectacularly lighted Statue of
Liberty backdrop of Mr. Bush's first 9/11 anniversary speech to his
"Top Gun" stunt to Thursday's laughably stagy stride across the lawn
to his lectern in Jackson Square. (Message: I am a leader, not that
vacationing slacker who first surveyed the hurricane damage from my
presidential jet.)

The most odious image-mongering, however, has been Mr. Bush's
repeated deployment of African-Americans as dress extras to advertise
his "compassion." In 2000, the Republican convention filled the stage
with break dancers and gospel singers, trying to dispel the memory of
Mr. Bush's craven appearance at Bob Jones University when it forbade
interracial dating. (The few blacks in the convention hall itself
were positioned near celebrities so they'd show up in TV shots.) In
2004, the Bush-Cheney campaign Web site had a page titled
"Compassion" devoted mainly to photos of the president with black
people, Colin Powell included.

Some of these poses are re-enacted in the "Hurricane Relief" photo
gallery currently on display on the White House Web site. But this
time the old magic isn't working. The "compassion" photos are
outweighed by the cinéma vérité of poor people screaming for their
lives. The government effort to keep body recovery efforts in New
Orleans as invisible as the coffins from Iraq was abandoned when
challenged in court by CNN.

But even now the administration's priority of image over substance is
embedded like a cancer in the Katrina relief process. Brazenly
enough, Mr. Rove has been officially put in charge of the
reconstruction effort. The two top deputies at FEMA remaining after
Michael Brown's departure, one of them a former local TV newsman, are
not disaster relief specialists but experts in P.R., which they'd
practiced as advance men for various Bush campaigns. Thus The Salt
Lake Tribune discovered a week after the hurricane that some 1,000
firefighters from Utah and elsewhere were sent not to the Gulf Coast
but to Atlanta, to be trained as "community relations officers for
FEMA" rather than used as emergency workers to rescue the dying in
New Orleans. When 50 of them were finally dispatched to Louisiana,
the paper reported, their first assignment was "to stand beside
President Bush" as he toured devastated areas.

The cashiering of "Brownie," whom Mr. Bush now purports to know as
little as he did "Kenny Boy," changes nothing. The Knight Ridder
newspapers found last week that it was the homeland security
secretary, Michael Chertoff, not Mr. Brown, who had the greater
authority to order federal agencies into service without any request
from state or local officials. Mr. Chertoff waited a crucial,
unexplained 36 hours before declaring Katrina an "incident of
national significance," the trigger needed for federal action. Like
Mr. Brown, he was oblivious to the humanitarian disaster unfolding in
the convention center, confessing his ignorance of conditions there
to NPR on the same day that the FEMA chief famously did so to Ted
Koppel. Yet Mr. Bush's "culture of responsibility" does not hold Mr.
Chertoff accountable. Quite the contrary: on Thursday the president
charged Homeland Security with reviewing "emergency plans in every
major city in America." Mr. Chertoff will surely do a heck of a job.

WHEN there's money on the line, cronies always come first in this
White House, no matter how great the human suffering. After Katrina,
the FEMA Web site directing charitable contributions prominently
listed Operation Blessing, a Pat Robertson kitty that, according to
I.R.S. documents obtained by ABC News, has given more than half of
its yearly cash donations to Mr. Robertson's Christian Broadcasting
Network. If FEMA is that cavalier about charitable donations, imagine
what it's doing with the $62 billion (so far) of taxpayers' money
sent its way for Katrina relief. Actually, you don't have to imagine:
we already know some of it was immediately siphoned into no-bid
contracts with a major Republican donor, the Fluor Corporation, as
well as with a client of the consultant Joe Allbaugh, the Bush 2000
campaign manager who ran FEMA for this White House until Brownie, Mr.
Allbaugh's college roommate, was installed in his place.

It was back in 2000 that Mr. Bush, in a debate with Al Gore, bragged
about his gubernatorial prowess "on the front line of catastrophic
situations," specifically citing a Texas flood, and paid the Clinton
administration a rare compliment for putting a professional as
effective as James Lee Witt in charge of FEMA. Exactly why Mr. Bush
would staff that same agency months later with political hacks is one
of many questions that must be answered by the independent
investigation he and the Congressional majority are trying every
which way to avoid. With or without a 9/11-style commission, the
answers will come out. There are too many Americans who are angry and
too many reporters who are on the case. (NBC and CNN are both opening
full-time bureaus in New Orleans.) You know the world has changed
when the widely despised news media have a far higher approval rating
(77 percent) than the president (46 percent), as measured last week
in a CNN/USA Today/Gallup poll.

Like his father before him, Mr. Bush has squandered the huge store of
political capital he won in a war. His Thursday-night invocation of
"armies of compassion" will prove as worthless as the "thousand
points of light" that the first President Bush bestowed upon the poor
from on high in New Orleans (at the Superdome, during the 1988 G.O.P.
convention). It will be up to other Republicans in Washington to cut
through the empty words and image-mongering to demand effective
action from Mr. Bush on the Gulf Coast and in Iraq, if only because
their own political lives are at stake. It's up to Democrats, though
they show scant signs of realizing it, to step into the vacuum and
propose an alternative to a fiscally disastrous conservatism that
prizes pork over compassion. If the era of Great Society big
government is over, the era of big government for special interests
is proving a fiasco. Especially when it's presided over by a self-
styled C.E.O. with a consistent three-decade record of running
private and public enterprises alike into a ditch.

What comes next? Having turned the page on Mr. Bush, the country
hungers for a vision that is something other than either liberal
boilerplate or Rovian stagecraft. At this point, merely plain old
competence, integrity and heart might do.

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