Laid to rest...

My stepmother has been laid to rest and she is missed. In talking with my father I told him that because she was in our life, because she loved us we are better men.

Of this there is no doubt. She was my fathers lover, wife, road dog, travel companion, friend and conscience. Through the highs and lows they stayed strong. They were a unit. With her gone he will never love another, no one can ever replace what she was to him. 

I miss her very much. It's hard to think of her without tears flowing from my eyes. She was the mother that my brother and I were supposed to have. She was never ashamed of us. She was in fact very proud of her two sons. As her son I did my best to make my folks proud of me, from the time I graduated design school, to working in the adult industry, to working in the gaming industry. They were always proud of me as that was my goal for being their son. 

My thoughts are racing through my head. So much to say but can't get the right words. 
So I will end with these, your men (your two sons and your husband) will always love you and hold you in their thoughts and hearts.