It's Friday Night... Just got paid...

So why am I at home and alone?

This gets so tiresome at times. All I want, all I need is some female companionship, some sex, good food, good entertainment and maybe some good conversation. This solitary life I'm living is starting to wear me down, make me want to get "involved" again. I know I'm too selfish and have too many conditions but I'm going to have to do something. The lonely hermit situation is depressing and the companionship I can get is getting sparse and at times annoying...

My options... go back to the heavy spending, heavy drinking, stay out late ways of my younger years. Could be fun but would also be expensive and that didn't always guarantee the needed compainionship/company. 

Ugh, what the hell. This always happens after slamming a good strong beer alone. "i'm alone, boohoo for me" "no woman i want wants me" "i'm gonna be alone forever". Whatever. No more blah blah blah. Time for another beer and some tv.

PEACE to anyone who reads this, may you have plenty of good sex with someone who want's you.