A very disturbing dream...

There wasn't anything weighing heavily on my mind yesterday or within the past week. Things are mellow right now and going steadily along. So I worry why I'd have a dream/nightmare of the apocalypse.

I'm standing in a square/music venue watching news feeds of the "New Red Religion" This religion supposedly disproves all previous religions and gives the date of "The End". Followers will adorn a special necklace that save them when the time comes. As I'm watching this information, I find that I'm surrounded by the Durham family. Everyone except Sarah has the necklace, my necklace is hand delivered to me and she asks "What, you believe in this crap too?". I reply, "it's a just in case precaution". At which point "The End" begins. The ground cracks open with flames shooting to the sky, there are rips in time and space and bizzare deamonesque creatures jump through the rips like an invading army, slaughtering everyone in their path. The necklace was a lie, no one was saved, there was no safe place to hide and nowhere to run. I saw everyone around me taken and or killed, and I was surrounded. As I attempted to put on the necklace I realized it would be pointless and I woke up just before the creatures could put their hands on me.

What does this mean? It's  twisted, apocalyptic and has the people I care for in it. It could mean nothing. It could mean that there will be a rift/trouble in the family soon. It is my hope that there is not.

The dream didn't restart when I tried to go back to sleep so maybe it was nothing more than a bad dream.

Rebirth of the Duo...

Well, much of the Apple/Mac news this weekend circulated around the 1 Billionth iPhone app download (no big deal unless you're one that makes the download). The other news floating around was about how Apple's head honcho Steve Jobs, though not active as the CEO was still very active with regards to product development and the long rumored "iTablet". This supposedly is going to be a 10" ipod touch/iphone style device featuring more "gesture based" control instead of a keyboard. And it will signal Apple's entry into the so-called netbook market.

That sounds fine and dandy but as SJ and current CEO Tim Cook have stated, Apple isn't going to produce a $500 piece of crap netbook. What's more likely is that if the iTablet rumors are true I'd expect that it will have a 10" screen, the iPhone/iPod Touch OS and certain built-in ports (ie usb) as well as wifi, ethernet and possibly some form of media card slot (express card would cover it). It would also have to the surprise of everyone have a "docking station". Where this lightweight device becomes a desktop computing machine. This won't have the same power as the Macbook Air but it won't be your standard netbook either. On the otherhand, maybe it will have the same power as the MBA, rip the guts from an MBA slap a touchscreen on it and give it the iPhone OS and just like that, iTablet.

That's enough speculation for now. Come June & July the iPhone OS and hardware will be upgraded (sweet) and the "One More Thing" may be what everyone has been waiting for. 

PEACE.

One-A-Day Men's Health or Damn, I gotta pee again?!?

Now that I'm getting older (just turned 39 March 10th) I've come to realize that I have to take better care of myself and I've started taking a multivitamin. One-A-Day has been a brand I know since I was kid, so that's what I've chosen. Not knowing which would be best I went with the Energy and the Men's Health versions. The Energy is supposed to maintain your energy throughout the day as well as help improve memory. Sounds good and it was actually effective the first week or two. But it would seem that the body gets use to the effects and the initial boost fades away. 

After the third week I started using the Men's Health formula. As one might expect this one is targeted to men's nether-region (ie the prostate). Since prostate cancer is a concern for me I figured it wouldn't hurt (an ounce of prevention is better than a pound of cure). Again the first few weeks everything felt good but around the third week I realized that I always felt as though I had to relieve myself/urinate. I've never been one to have an overactive bladder so I was a bit concerned, considering that the multivitamin was supposed to be a benefit not a hinderance. So I stopped taking the men's health formula and within a week all was back to normal.

My solution now is to take both in 2-week intervals so as to prevent my system from getting immune to the effects of the multivitamins. Seems to work except that I forgot to switch back and I'm on week 3 or 4 of the Men's Health formula... and I GOTTA PEE!

I don't actually have to pee, but it feels like it. Even after I pee it feel like I have to pee. After I masturbate I generally have to pee. But this past week, I've masturbated in an attempt to relieve the feeling of needing to pee! Is this nutty, is this rediculus... yes. But the only solution I know right now is to stop using the Men's Health for awhile and let my system get back to normal. Until then, maybe I can get some female to help me with the mastabatory release  ;-)

PEACE

Dark Day 2009

It's the first "dark day" before the 2009-2010 racing season. So far it's good. I've kept busy, everyone seems to be in good spirits, and we're all starting preparations for the Kentucky Derby Party (may 2). 

Without having to worry about the guests we all seem to be a bit more relaxed, which is nice. The race season was a bit stressful, it seemed non-stop but it ended on a positive note.

Well, time to punch back in and get back to work.

PEACE

The drought is over...

After 3 months of forced celebacy I finally had sex again... TWICE!

I'm generally a consistent monogomus man. I hook up with one woman and we're together but after 3 months of no physical contact a man must have his needs met. And this weekend the needs were met well.

After a schedule change my primary lady and I were able to spend some quality time together (at least 4 hours). We ate, we talked, we fucked, we slept. It made for a good way to spend the day. She was a missing part of my regular life.

BUT... that said 3 months is still 3 months. And the woman I met online was not being shy about wanting to hook up. She came over last night this weekend, already a bit tipsy and ready to fuck. And fuck we did! She previously told me that she almost prefers anal sex. Having pumped her pussy for  a while she asks what I think about anal. She obviously prepaired for it as her anus was clean and clear. It was quite an incredible experience. Not only did seem as though she was having an incredible orgasm(s) but I had a full uncontrolled release within her. FUCK IT WAS INTENSE! And I'd do it again...

Not that I want to cheat. Not that I intend to be with this online woman for the long term. We all have needs & urges and when they aren't met we find a way to fill the needs.

That said, I haven't had sex like that in years, nor have I slept like that in months! I slept the sleep of the dreaming dead. Sex (or good excercise) makes for great sleep. And now that the sex drought is over maybe I can get some good sleep again (on a regular basis).

I know that this situation is one that people would find dishonest or untrustworthy. For them I apologize. For those that understand the situation there's not much else to say...

Live your life. Love the people around you. Laugh when possible.  PEACE